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katriona_s) wrote2024-02-08 09:19 pm
katriona_s) wrote2024-02-08 09:19 pm
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Blue
The annual blue feeing…
Tomorrow is my birthday. And just as usual, I feel quite blue about it. Not because I dislike getting old. Tomorrow is quite an ordinary workday, no enjoyable plan at all. No party or eating out, no going out. I’ll just go to the office, spend 8 hours there with few conversations, maybe buy pieces of cake or something sweet after work and come home. Just that. Such ordinary day is precious, no complain about that. I know I’m fortunate enough to have such ordinary day. Still I feel tired and blue.
Unlike some of my friends, my family have not had the custom to have the birthday party of each family member, nor exchange the gifts for birthdays. So the birthday is always an ordinary day. I don’t want to have the birthday party or something enjoyable. I just want to be satisfied with my own life, but I don’t.
I feel blue…
Tomorrow is my birthday. And just as usual, I feel quite blue about it. Not because I dislike getting old. Tomorrow is quite an ordinary workday, no enjoyable plan at all. No party or eating out, no going out. I’ll just go to the office, spend 8 hours there with few conversations, maybe buy pieces of cake or something sweet after work and come home. Just that. Such ordinary day is precious, no complain about that. I know I’m fortunate enough to have such ordinary day. Still I feel tired and blue.
Unlike some of my friends, my family have not had the custom to have the birthday party of each family member, nor exchange the gifts for birthdays. So the birthday is always an ordinary day. I don’t want to have the birthday party or something enjoyable. I just want to be satisfied with my own life, but I don’t.
I feel blue…