An ordinary, nice Saturday
Apr. 26th, 2025 09:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Saturday. It’s lightly cloudy or mildly sunny. The sky was pale blue and light grey. I did my weekly Saturday routine- vacuumed rooms, wiped the floors. And washed some winter clothes I have worn until just recently. It’s comfortable with occasional cool breeze so I sat down on the bench outside of the entrance door to polish my shoes. From there I could see the white, pink, yellow spring flowers. I thought… though the society was full of terrible news and the world seemed to be losing its sense, and I had no enjoyable plan on this weekend and in near future, still this was a beautiful day and the nature was beautiful. And I felt thankful for my quiet life. I picked some flowers and leaves to put them in the flower vases.
Recently I have seldom met my friends - my best friend is now living in foreign country, other some friends are too busy for their job or taking care of their family, and some have the physical and financial problem - thus they can’t share their free time with me. This condition makes me feel a bit lonely, but I am rather accustomed to this feeling since my childhood, and in my garden I don’t feel like that. Which makes us lonely is always other human beings, human relationship, I think.



Recently I have seldom met my friends - my best friend is now living in foreign country, other some friends are too busy for their job or taking care of their family, and some have the physical and financial problem - thus they can’t share their free time with me. This condition makes me feel a bit lonely, but I am rather accustomed to this feeling since my childhood, and in my garden I don’t feel like that. Which makes us lonely is always other human beings, human relationship, I think.