after the funeral

Yesterday and the day before yesterday we've done the funeral ceremony for my late father. Now I'm busy and a bit exhausted for accounting the money we spent for the funeral and the condolence money the relatives & friends have given us, preparing for the paper works we have to do with the public offices, insurance company etc. It's almost amazing how many documents we have to make to let a man end up with his social existence.
So at present I have no mental energy to think about my travel, e-mail to my friends etc and tomorrow I have to go to office again (yesterday and today I'm absent from my job) but the job is the last thing I can think about now... X(
Well at least this funeral and the busyness made our family (I, mother, my sister and her husband & children) feel closer, help each other.
I'd like to re-think about my travel to USA when things are more settled but not sure when I can do it at all... (sigh)