So many disgusting things...
Dec. 19th, 2023 04:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
katriona_sRecently there have been many unpleasant, disgusting occurrences on and around me. I can't help it, this is the life. But, there are not enough good things which offset the bad things, I' ve been quite depressed for some days.
Yesterday my annual greeting cards have all returned. I didn't know the international postage charge has risen very recently and the stamps I had put on the envelopes were insufficient. It's my fault yes, but I posted them more than 10 days before. What's the hell the post office doing during these 10 days? I added some stamps and posted them again this morning but now I'm sure none of my greeting cards would arrive to my friends before Christmas, worse, within this year. Just disgusting and shameful. I hav e put my - not a little - heart into those cards and much time to make them, now they are coming to nothing.
In the office I have had quite a few proper tasks to do most of days during the last few weeks, feel like being told I'm useless, my skill and knowledge are not needed. Weeks ago I told my boss about the situation so he must know this though he seems to be too busy to think about it. First I have tried to find the job I can do but now after many dull days it's very very diffcult to keep my motivation. Doing nothing and just getting the salary might be good but I don't like it, I hate to waste my precious time for nothing, and these doing-nothing hours have clearly spoiled my ability. I just try to keep my sanity and want to be prised for I have kept it for years.
Above mentioned are the part of my recent unpleasantness. I know well I should ignore them and just focus on the positive things though it's not easy. Maybe the horrible world situation might spoil my energy to be optimistic...
Yesterday my annual greeting cards have all returned. I didn't know the international postage charge has risen very recently and the stamps I had put on the envelopes were insufficient. It's my fault yes, but I posted them more than 10 days before. What's the hell the post office doing during these 10 days? I added some stamps and posted them again this morning but now I'm sure none of my greeting cards would arrive to my friends before Christmas, worse, within this year. Just disgusting and shameful. I hav e put my - not a little - heart into those cards and much time to make them, now they are coming to nothing.
In the office I have had quite a few proper tasks to do most of days during the last few weeks, feel like being told I'm useless, my skill and knowledge are not needed. Weeks ago I told my boss about the situation so he must know this though he seems to be too busy to think about it. First I have tried to find the job I can do but now after many dull days it's very very diffcult to keep my motivation. Doing nothing and just getting the salary might be good but I don't like it, I hate to waste my precious time for nothing, and these doing-nothing hours have clearly spoiled my ability. I just try to keep my sanity and want to be prised for I have kept it for years.
Above mentioned are the part of my recent unpleasantness. I know well I should ignore them and just focus on the positive things though it's not easy. Maybe the horrible world situation might spoil my energy to be optimistic...