The happy but not delightful days.
Jan. 6th, 2026 07:26 pmOn the sunny weekend, or on holiday, I often feel happy to see the birds visiting the persimmon or other trees in our garden, colourful flowers, or the relaxing garden cats on the wooden verandah. When I see my rabbit Krurun running around in my room or I hold her in my arms I feel the quiet but sheer happiness, and feel very grateful about them, think I'm fortunate. Though, I noticed that I don't "enjoy" things much lately, I have been seldom absorbed in anything. I remember I had enjoyed something very much and lost track of time - but lately no such excitement. Is this because I got older now? Anyway I'm not happy about this, I should find something I can be addicted sometimes...
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Date: 2026-01-06 10:57 pm (UTC)Very recently I've been drawn back into my main fandom (a TV series) and that's adding interest and some new online friends. Admittedly there aren't many opportunities in real life to do exciting things (we have an old mostly blind and deaf cat) and I don't have any close friends in this town, but online is better than nothing.
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Date: 2026-01-07 01:52 pm (UTC)