cancellation
Jul. 6th, 2012 05:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
katriona_sI had to cancel my travel to USA. I cannot say how deeply disappointed I am.
I can't help but notice that how much I have been mentally relied on this holiday trip for weeks - for months to come through the grim real life - the unsuitable & unrewarded job and unpleasant office politics, some serious & sickening family problem. This trip would be the finest escape from them and make me regain my positiveness & motivation. Also I'm going to start something new (and very important for me) and this trip should be the best opportunity to begin it.
Now everything's come to naught and when I think about the days from now on I have no idea about how to cheer me up and keep my motivation, at present I feel no energy to go on, not at all.
Why my damned father died just before my precious vacation?
I can't help but notice that how much I have been mentally relied on this holiday trip for weeks - for months to come through the grim real life - the unsuitable & unrewarded job and unpleasant office politics, some serious & sickening family problem. This trip would be the finest escape from them and make me regain my positiveness & motivation. Also I'm going to start something new (and very important for me) and this trip should be the best opportunity to begin it.
Now everything's come to naught and when I think about the days from now on I have no idea about how to cheer me up and keep my motivation, at present I feel no energy to go on, not at all.
Why my damned father died just before my precious vacation?