numb

[katriona_s]

Today in the office my former subordinate came to see me. We were making the in-house monthly magazines together some years ago and she is still doing that job. She said they would focus on the old issues and former editors on the 100th issue they'd make in near future and wanted to ask me something about the magazines. Then I found... how little I can remember about the experience of those days. I was enjoying the job at that time, I believed that I have done a good job of planning and editing then. But now, with the chilly realization that my superiors seem to have never valued my achievements, I'm not sure at all whether those editing job has had any importance.
I have no idea why everything seems to colourless... I can't have any interest in the job, in the incidents in the office.