blue, but peaceful
Aug. 30th, 2016 10:26 pmRecently with no particular reason I've been rather languid, felt little motivation. Part of the reason might be this summer heat & humidity, changeable & unpleasant weather, anyway I've been dissatisfied with my own life & felt I've been wasting my precious time every day. This is not a pleasant situation...
Then today after work I met a friend who happened to have been to the hospital this afternoon for some health exam. I didn't ask her the details but she seemed to have had some physical disorder and needed checkup. Then I noticed ... I've been fine enough and had no serious phydical problem, my mother too, I had moderately nice job and a very nice house to live in. In other words I had no urgent concerns nor anxiety at the moment, and this was a quite fortunate situation in this ununcertain days.
I can't say now I'm very happy still I know I should be thankful for the ordinary but precious things I own, I'm going to be more positive! At least I'm going to try... X)
Then today after work I met a friend who happened to have been to the hospital this afternoon for some health exam. I didn't ask her the details but she seemed to have had some physical disorder and needed checkup. Then I noticed ... I've been fine enough and had no serious phydical problem, my mother too, I had moderately nice job and a very nice house to live in. In other words I had no urgent concerns nor anxiety at the moment, and this was a quite fortunate situation in this ununcertain days.
I can't say now I'm very happy still I know I should be thankful for the ordinary but precious things I own, I'm going to be more positive! At least I'm going to try... X)