the regretful evening of weekend...
Jan. 15th, 2017 04:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
katriona_sToday the weather is a bit better, in the morning we have some nice sunshine... but in the afternoon it's become cloudy, and cold all day! In the garden there are little colours, narcissus began to bloom but not much. Most of the stems seem to prepare to have bud but not yet. I see just 2 or 3 flowers at the end of my garden.
My rabbit Mr.Uma has slept almost all day on my futon mattress. I've done some small housework and some work with my computer but I can't say I've spent this weekend productively. I have many things I should do, and I want do, but recently I can't have enough drive for them and tend to waste my precious time at home. This is terrible. Even just writting to the friends or straightening up the closets seem to be troublesome and I can't start, and the time just goes by without any result. And my weekend ends with much regret, without the feeling of fruitfulness, and this unsatisfying feeling makes me feel tired from the beginning of week. I really should order my life but at the moment it's not easy. I seem to lost the sense how to order my thought and life recently.
My rabbit Mr.Uma has slept almost all day on my futon mattress. I've done some small housework and some work with my computer but I can't say I've spent this weekend productively. I have many things I should do, and I want do, but recently I can't have enough drive for them and tend to waste my precious time at home. This is terrible. Even just writting to the friends or straightening up the closets seem to be troublesome and I can't start, and the time just goes by without any result. And my weekend ends with much regret, without the feeling of fruitfulness, and this unsatisfying feeling makes me feel tired from the beginning of week. I really should order my life but at the moment it's not easy. I seem to lost the sense how to order my thought and life recently.